Help me to be thy servant O Lord..

I am tryin so hard to get things going again! Still no job. Brad will text every now and then just to make things hard on me. I do miss him but then i think of all the bad that was in our marriage and i know i did the right thing... I have away of steqing into a mess and God keeps saveing me, not really sure why.

Cant wait for erik to get home!

. Aunt willa still in the hospatial she has cancer and she has had a stroke.. Her daughter is very sick with cancer also &is in the hosptial also...Mom is set to have surgery the 19th of march.. It will take awhile to recover but she will be happy she did it..

@ doc office with mom to find out when she will have her surgery on her hand.

Ha! How good am i? Got my stuff off my ipod on to my lap top and on to my phone! No small feat for a 30 somethin or another! Lmbo! Hahahaha, put dat in ya book!

Prayin that i get the job

Not sure why i can't get going in the right direction. What am i doing worng? Really dont know what to do!!!!

Shhhh... dont tell nobody but I L0VE Y0U. Its valentine week, send this to everyone you love!!!!!!

Watcin percy jacksion and the lighting theif

Getin my hair did then tha movies. Watch out!. Hahaha

What they hey is takin so long!

I really want things to work out with tony and i. Just have to wait and see.

Sitting at bumbers. Waiting on some grub then goin to see a friend.

I am not sure how i got to this point in my life but i know better things are yet to come. I will be an independent person i will stand On my own. I will not let my Past hold me back. It is my time to shine!

divorce

brad and i have gotten a divorce... things went badly fast... the divorce was finial last month.. i hate things ended like this.. i miss the kids and i will always love them... i hope brad has a good life and is happy with the way things are... i am moving on and am happy for the first time in along time..trying to find a job and just get on my feet... time to move on..